Episode 32. There is no other shore in the place of forgetting, and there is no paradise in the place of escape (1)
[Kill the Heavenly Demon (time limit: 30 years).]
30 year time limit.
So, how much time is 30 years?
Is it because it’s something I haven’t thought about deeply?
Even though I lived close to 50 years, I didn’t feel well.
So, one day in the past, I asked Alabongdae.
How much time is 30 years?
As if waiting, the guy replied.
“30 years is 10957 or 10958 days in terms of date.”
It didn’t matter why it didn’t fall right and there was a penalty for 7 days or 8 days. In any case, it is a long time enough for the sun and moon to turn over 10,000 times.
Day and night cross ten thousand times… … .
It also didn’t sit well on the skin. So he asked again.
answer followed again.
30 years is 131400 hours (2 hours).
Time to eat 262800 meals.
Time for 525600 cups of tea.
From 10,000 to 100,000, from 200,000 to 500,000.
To me, who fell into the labyrinth as much as the number grew, Alabongda spoke brightly, exposing his gums.
“30 years is a generation.”
“descent… … .”
“It is long enough for the previous lives to hand over the relay to the next.”
It was an expression that was finally understood.
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– we… … life? Are you saying you’ve been living your life in a daydream?
Ambassador Hyo-hyo questioning.
It’s a daydream, can the dream of a generation be called a daydream?
My mind, which had briefly returned, became hazy again.
30 years of life… … .
Those memories were painfully etched into my brain.
Not yet.
That’s like the real me, and now I’m just hazy.
The whole body is languid, as if submerged in very hot water.
It was like a sleepwalker waking up for a moment.
Someone is shouting something from behind.
Shaking my head, I turned around… … .
We met after decades… … Strangers with strange feelings were looking at me.
Well, I couldn’t understand it well because I was in a dream, but without realizing it, Alabongdae, who was running a relay race, was looking at me.
In my memory, the last appearance, that hesitating as it was then.
Oddly enough, it comes across as heartbreaking.
‘Ku?, don’t laugh, son of a bitch. What did you do well to show your teeth so brightly? this time… … Let’s live long.’
Daemong next to him.
From what I remember, Daemong, who has aged quite a bit and has an unfamiliar appearance, was looking at me with a puzzled expression. I must be weird for crying out of the blue.
muttered inwardly.
‘Really good work… … . I couldn’t even say goodbye. this time… … this time… … Let’s go all the way.’
He kept blinking his eyes, but the hazy sense of reality did not return easily. Even in the midst of that daze, the faces of her friends continue to come into her eyes as if they were running.
The one-armed Gifu guy, who hadn’t yet worn the invincible god’s armor, was wriggling next to him. It seems that he is keeping his eyes on me now with the intention of worrying about me for the rest of my life.
Gifu guy who fought with me until the end.
‘Nice to meet you, boy. this time… … Okay, let’s get some sleep this time.’
Finally, clear eyes catch my eyes.
The end point, such as the light field index. It’s so clear this time… … Those eyes that I want to see forever. Eyes that don’t know anything
yes, that’s good
It’s good that you don’t know.
It’s good not to know.
The one who really runs is enough for me.
Yes, in the blink of an eye, I alone am enough for something like one life.
I am… … .
Her… … .
hugged tightly
“… … !?”
I hugged her and felt her warmth. When you can, you should. before you can’t.
Even in a situation where I don’t know what it is, Soso comforts my back.
yes, this is soso this is soso
“now… … Come with me. One generation or ten thousand generations.”
Her exuberance ceased. Instead, the beating of her heart thumps.
It’s a confession that’s been kept for 30 years to me, but it must be a little out of the blue to her. Do it while you can. before you can’t.
He tilted his head back and looked at Soso.
The embarrassment is obvious, but that’s it. it’s that face
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Not the expressionless face of a cold corpse, but a face that was cold but embracing warmth.
He raised his hand and stroked her hair.
It was warm.
She shrugged her shoulders slightly as if in surprise, but looked at me with concern.
and that moment.
I noticed ‘something’ behind me.
Too many scenes pass through my mind at the same time.
Among them, that feeling of deja vu in the past.
The crossroads between the way of giving up and running away and the way of fighting.
Fingertips prick-.
My heart is thumping-.
Blood drips in reverse.
What emotion should I call this?
Joy, joy, and love pass by -.
Anger, sadness, hate, hatred, … … 30 years of disgusting emotions start from the fingertips, pass through the heart, and reflux to the whole body.
This is the moment.
It’s just this moment.
It’s just this moment.
It can only be done in this moment.
You just have to do it in this moment.
What is [Heo Gong-rok], what is its essence?
Whatever it is, this is reality.
What am I supposed to do from now on?
It’s not worth worrying about.
A mistake in a clouded memory.
You can fix that!
Anything else… … .
‘Let’s put it off for now.’
with him… … .
All senses of reality came back like a thunderbolt from the sky.
Actually, I thought about this for a while.
I wish all of that wasn’t real. Maybe it wasn’t really a dream, a daydream, I thought.
But that thought is that ‘something’.
Lv. The moment I noticed the translucent windows quickly approaching, they disappeared.
“every… … .”
My lips, my teeth, my throat! It groaned violently as if it were being crushed on its own.
“Prepare for battle!”
Soso, Alabongdae, and Daemong stare at me. Don’t you suddenly confess, don’t you tell me to prepare for battle now?
Only Gifu notices and looks at me.
“Are you okay? I don’t think you’ve seen us over there yet… … . Wouldn’t it be better to just go find the master?”
I understand.
The climate guy can’t imagine what’s going to happen here after we’re gone.
30 years ago. Exactly my daydream… … Memories in the empty space whirl between the temples.
It is good to see the corpses piled up like a mountain, the Murimmaeng collapsed, and Jungwon turning into a mess. Screams echoed in my ears, and my heart ached as if Soso and my friends were dying.
And, and, and, … … .
Forgotten nightmares come rushing in at once.
Even bad memories must be remembered.
Memories make me who I am.
At the end, one last nightmare stirred in my head.
― Recurrence seriously breaks the law of causality – You guys, you guys – You guys don’t really know that the causality of this world is seriously distorted just by peeping at it?
The Heavenly Demon’s final warning.
well, that’s it Let’s not think of ‘and’ anymore.
I don’t know what the causal rate is, the noise in the middle, the words I didn’t hear, and what it means that causality is seriously distorted.
That and that is the next problem.
now… … .
It’s just that this moment is the most desperate. just think about that
See the future and change the present.
I closed my eyes and opened them.
The dazed and complex, brain-pumping, long catastrophe disappeared, and dozens of masked people running far away were approaching like fate.
Of course, in front
Lv. 77 [City Boy]
The rest must be members of the Young Secret Service without any need to check.
I avoided it then.
Numerically, qualitatively, and empirically, they were absolutely inferior.
Above all, how can we create the future in the best way… … Because I misunderstood that it was a crossroads of choice.
now?
Although they are still inferior in number and quality… … .
This wasn’t a choice, and it wasn’t a light enough situation to consider the future.
I released Soso and took a step forward.
“It was like that when I was alive.”
Then, he took out the pills from his pocket and threw them at his friends.
“There is no other shore in the place of forgetting, and there is no paradise in the place of escape.”
At the same time, [Title: Commander] was equipped to form five monsters, tying everyone into a group.
I didn’t know at the time, the power of this [Title: Leader].
Decades of experience as the leader of Article 7 of the Remnant Leaflet.
Cheon Byeong-gwi, the leader of the Murim Alliance, has been leading for several decades.
I don’t know what it was like as a leader.
But one thing is for sure.
I touched my face for a while with my hand.
‘Danyuseong’, who is not yet 20 years old, is quite smooth.
I don’t feel the shaggy beard or the numerous scars. That’s why the physical abilities, Lv., [tools], and abilities are all the same.
but… … .
Bubbly.
Memories lead the body, the memory of Chun Byung-gwi, who was a genius in group warfare.
‘I am the one who led the entire political faction both in name and reality.’
Only experience is a heavenly ghost, the Murim alliance.
Now this body was obviously different from Chun Byung-gwi’s, but as he moved, fragments of his memories were disassembled and reassembled one by one, adapting to his body.
repetition of reinterpretation and creation.
It’s not perfect, but… … It was evolution.
It was a frightening thing that seemed to evolve even faster once they started fighting in earnest.
Just by peeping.
Without the enemies noticing, I prepared for the upcoming battle and gave each one a separate order with [Fatimal].
It was still impossible to say [party words] to everyone at once, but it was enough for now just to say it to each individual.
“That is a wonderful word. There is no other shore in the place of forgetting, and there is no paradise in the place of flight.”
With those words, the Gifu guy turned around and disappeared into the darkness.
This is his response to my [Fatimal].
As expected, it is the climate that trusts me without saying anything and follows me first.
“Hye, Hyeja… … . Ji, really, is that Choi’s best?”
“For the best.”
Alabongdae followed, and Daemong, who seemed to have a lot to say, took him and followed Gifu into darkness.
As expected, Alabongdae seemed to notice the moment he heard my plan. No, maybe he’s making plans in his head in more detail than I do.
Therefore, further explanation is omitted.
So this time, the last one is Soso.
She must have heard my [party words], which sounded far-fetched, but there was no response, only staring at the young guards running over there.
“Why are you not saying anything?”
“Does it have to be verbal?”
“… … .”
“believe. You will be fine, and you will be fine.”
She looked at me and smiled.
“Isn’t that what happened? and.”
That heart-throbbing smile is the same as before.
“Let’s do it together now. One generation or ten thousand generations.”
Maybe because of the mood, Soso’s cheeks look a bit flushed.
“Then let’s do it together.”
Took, I tapped her on the shoulder.
“That’s it.”
I received her right confession with a smirk like an 80-year-old ‘old man’.
“That’s enough.”
this time.
“I won’t die.”
Tightly, he released the weapons worn on his back and waist at once.
Like a vision of the future… … A certain point in the dream passes.
The supply and demand of demons are stormed by the raging thousand soldiers, and the corpses of the warriors are piled up like a mountain due to the barrage of juju and guns.
If you fail here, the same thing will happen, maybe even worse.
My heart trembled.
A trembling that nothing could control was pulling my body forward.
How much will change and how much will remain unchanged?
will be decided now
Beep-.
Opened [Jungwonjeondo]. Although this absolute prohibition was included within the range recognized by the map, it was not possible to recognize it in detail… … .
I was able to guess everything just by the movement of the red dots.
‘Gifu, Alabongdae, and Daemong are all following what I said.’
Now is the time for me and Soso to move.
I shouted, advancing toward the town hall and Yeongbidan.
“let’s go!”
“huh!”
Tring-!
[Sudden Mission]
Wipe out the gang of urban men who have infiltrated the Absolute Forbidden Area (48/48). Time limit: One hour after the start of battle (2 hours)
Successful reward: Acquire a martial [air shield]
Disadvantages in case of failure: Mission deletion and firearm abnormality for ten days and nights (10 days)
