Worthless Regression Chapter 418

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Episode 420 95. Wijihoyeon (5)

Now it is too late to despair. I also know that despair doesn’t change anything.

Just as Wijihoyeon carried a lot, the current Lee Seong-min also carried a lot.

He remembers what he went through to get here. It was a past life that started with arrangements for Wijihoyeon. All of Lee Seong-min’s growth was to deceive the eyes of the gods.

‘know.’

If everything had gone as planned,

Seongmin Lee was destined to die by Wijihoyeon. Even if the devil did not speak directly, Lee Seong-min noticed and understood it.

The spirit does not know the existence of the key. The same goes for the slaughter and predation that was dormant in Lee Seong-min’s consciousness.

The stone from the previous life became a key and belonged to Lee Seong-min. And one day, Lee Seong-min had no choice but to awaken to the predation of massacre, and Wi Ji-ho-yeon… … .

He is the enemy of the end. If Lee Seong-min has completely awakened to a slaughter-predator, Wijihoyeon has no choice but to kill Lee Seong-min, who has eventually become a slaughter-predator.

In that case, the key will be given to Wijihoyeon. Although the risk was high, the magic spirit, which wanted to keep Wijihoyeon hidden as much as possible, had no choice but to give the key to Lee Seong-min.

Since it belongs to the soul, there is no way to take it away even if the reincarnated person awakens through slaughter and predation.

The very fact that such a cumbersome method was used was proof that spirits and demons had no authority beyond administrators.

‘I was destined to die for you.’

Destiny has changed.

That was also because of Wijihoyeon. Wijihoyeon could not accept that Lee Seong-min would become a predator, so he made Lee Seong-min hold Mystiltein through the demonic spirit.

As a result, Lee Seong-min was able to extinguish the slaughter and escape from his fate.

‘Thanks to you.’

So, we cannot despair any further.

Wijihoyeon saved me.

Wijihoyeon, who brought me here.

Wijihoyeon was there for me.

Because it’s like that.

‘Are you saying it’s true that you want to save this world?’

My conversation with Abel came to mind.

‘Isn’t it because Sima Lianju died for that and took responsibility for it?’

‘Or are you responsible for becoming an observer and bringing about the end of this world?’

To the question asked as if interrogating.

‘Is it wrong for that to be the reason?’

Seongmin Lee asked that question. Abel answered that question with a dry laugh.

‘It doesn’t really matter if the reason makes you desperate. It doesn’t matter if the reason is so desperate that it makes you give up your own life in the end.’

‘I’m desperate.’

Abel lost his life by abusing Gries. at last… … . Gries was the divine arrangement, and it was absolutely impossible for Abel, who used Gries’ magic, to prevent the end.

What Abel wanted to do, change fate by connecting this world with other worlds, was not successful even if it was not because of Envirus.

However, Seongmin Lee does not think Abel’s death was meaningless. In the end, he succeeded in banishing the demon king Kim Jong-hyun, one of the disasters of the end, to another dimension.

Are you desperate too?

Abel’s final question did not reach Seongmin Lee. However, Seongmin Lee could tell Abel, who was not here, even if he did not know it.

I am desperate.

I do not deny that it is to take responsibility. A lot of responsibility rests on your shoulders. Seongmin Lee is here, having left behind many deaths.

Gwangcheonma, Samalyeonju, Abel, Geomseon, Changwang, etc. Even if he didn’t die, he was carrying on his shoulders the earnestness of everyone who wanted to prevent the end. It pushes my back. Move forward before being pushed.

You must have been desperate too. I thought while looking at Wijihoyeon. Just as I was desperate, you were also more desperate than anyone else. I know you. I know you too well.

I cannot despair because I am desperate.

I experienced a lot of despair. I saw the despair of others. When Baek So-go despaired after learning of the end, Lee Seong-min hugged Baek So-go and said,

‘I, whom you saved, will prevent the end.’

‘I will not make my sister’s life meaningless.’

‘We will create the good and peaceful world that the sister spoke of.’

‘Do not despair. As if I didn’t despair.’

I thought of Jennyella laughing out loud under the full moon. When asked if she was in despair, Lee Seong-min did not answer until the end.

‘Live each day to the fullest… … later… … ‘Don’t regret it.’

Osla also said that,

‘If you come back, you will have to prepare. ‘To become something worthy of the reason I came back.’

Mushi also said that.

‘Do not despair. Don’t be broken. ‘Don’t die.’

Heo Joo’s words supported Lee Seong-min’s heart.

‘Do whatever you want. Just do what you want and don’t regret it.’

The words that Sima Lianju said made me shiver.

okay.

All of those things have made me who I am now, and are pushing me forward.

I had no problem. I had no talent, no background, nothing. My original personality was that of a C-level mercenary who was in dire straits and had no motivation.

He was the kind of guy who hated going to academy and preferred going to PC rooms and playing games rather than studying and doing homework.

That’s me here now. It is the current me, not the past me, a C-class mercenary, who is fighting against the apocalypse that will destroy the world.

Everything that brought me to this point made me who I am. I, who had no problem, regressed and became who I am now.

“And there you are.”

I know you. I know you that others don’t know. I know you, your cheeks slightly blushing as you were held in my arms.

I know you, who would tell practical jokes but actually avoid looking away out of shame. I know you loved flowers and butterflies.

I know you were lonely even though you pretended to be confident. I know you wanted to return to a normal, peaceful life rather than living unmanned.

I always followed your back.

I wanted to do that. May you always be stronger than me. May I always stand behind you and chase after you.

I thought it was too greedy to stand in the same position as you or go further than you.

okay. I’ve had that feeling ever since I broke up with you at Zenavis when I was 14 years old.

Actually, I was just afraid. When I become stronger than you I was worried that you would treat me like you used to.

I know it was a funny idea. Because you weren’t that kind of person. It was me who was narrow-minded.

‘Still, I didn’t like it.’

Even though I knew it, I simply hated it. I liked you being stronger than me. I just liked that I followed in your footsteps.

But that shouldn’t be the case now. Seongmin Lee lifted the spear with a calm heart. His mind was quiet.

I, who had nothing to lose, met many people and received many things to become who I am today. I don’t despair. You should not despair.

Wijihoyeon raised both arms. Flowers in full bloom filled the space, and butterflies flew among them.

Wijihoyeon was feeling a strange feeling as he glared at Lee Seongmin. Fragments of memories float around in her broken mind. These are distant memories.

Such distant memories. In order to put those memories together, they had to go back aeons to the murders committed here, and that disgusted Wijihoyeon.

I don’t want to think about it. That’s what I thought. There was a strong smell of blood coming from the body.

Wijihoyeon hated himself ‘now’. So, he killed all his emotions without even thinking about it.

The cause of my emotional confusion was that guy in front of me. Saying things you don’t understand. I hated seeing it.

I want to kill him… … .

Do you really want to do that? My head was confused. I ignored the thought. It was good in many ways to have the mind of a machine. If the… … Even. Because the machine won’t regret it.

Flowers and butterflies. A scenery that Wijihoyeon liked. Seongmin Lee approached the scenery. The flowers that bloomed, bloomed, and bloomed hid Wijihoyeon’s body.

Lee Seong-min raised a spear towards it. Can you do it? That thought. Lee Seong-min always had such thoughts at critical moments. In most cases he lacked confidence. because,

“I didn’t have a clue.”

And I always answered. ‘I have to do it.’ It’s still the same now. Seongmin Lee laughed.

It felt like time had stopped. Everything seemed to stand still. In reality, he was moving so fast that time could not keep up with his movements.

Lee Seong-min jumped towards the flowers and butterflies. Ran’s singing style swept away the butterflies, and my singing style swept away the flower petals. Chal thrust forward and opened the way.

“… … Do not come.”

Wijihoyeon muttered that without even realizing it. She continued to wave her hand to block Lee Seong-min’s path.

Lee Seong-min did not stop. His outstretched feet continued to close the distance, and his spear contained every horde he knew.

Even if it is not my own, it is something I received from someone else. In the end, that was ‘me’.

“Do not come… … .”

Wijihoyeon’s eyes fluttered and trembled. Her anxious mind and emotions were fluctuating.

The divine spell given to that spirit crackled and weakened.

Ah ah ah ah ah!

Seongmin Lee shouted as he destroyed Wijihoyeon’s martial arts skills. Yong-eon and a mysterious god shook Wijiho-yeon’s spirit. The smell of blood.

Wijihoyeon took a deep breath and dragged his feet back. That’s how much closer Lee Seong-min got to Wi Ji-ho-yeon.

‘I am.’

I was always chasing after you and was afraid to stand with you.

‘I am who I am now.’

I am no longer your target.

I don’t want to remain just a goal.

friend? target? more? east longitude? that is… … Everything?

No, no. Then she shouted back what she had said in reply.

‘I am stronger than you now.’

The blocking force disappeared and Lee Seong-min continued to stretch his feet. Before he knew it, he was in front of Wijihoyeon.

Wijihoyeon chewed his lips. She folded her hands in front of her chest. Lee Seong-min was faster than that when he stabbed her with his spear.

Wijihoyeon’s body was pushed back significantly by the wave of tremendous power. She sucked in her breath and raised her self-defense skills.

It was too late to avoid it and I had to hold on. He unleashed a barrage of attacks. Light bulged from the tip of Lee Seong-min’s spear. Wijihoyeon suddenly gritted his teeth.

“no… … .”

She muttered in a low voice.

“I, I, must not fail. If I fail… … I… … .”

“are you okay.”

Wijihoyeon was interrupted.

“Even if I fail… … are you okay.”

Now she is not aware that she has already failed. Wijihoyeon’s face became blank.

“… … ah.”

Wijihoyeon’s eyes trembled. The world she had created was fading away. Flowers and butterflies. All of Wijihoyeon’s power was scattered in the light of Gaebyeok containing martial arts.

At that moment, Wijihoyeon recalled the image of someone in the middle of his hazy mind. Always chasing after himself, always… … I secretly hoped it would continue like that.

“… … I see… … .”

Wijihoyeon muttered in a low voice and closed his eyes. The landscape of his self-made corpse has already disappeared.

After passing through that terrible hell deeply engraved in his heart, Wijihoyeon remembered the scenery he really liked and wanted to return to.

With the sunset sky, flowers, and butterflies. The time I sat there waiting for ‘him’ to come back.

“Suddenly… … “You were way ahead.”

Wijihoyeon smiled faintly. Wijihoyeon’s hand fell down weakly.

Seongmin Lee’s spear stopped in front of Wijihoyeon’s chest. Seongmin Lee took a deep breath and lowered his spear.

No, I erased the spear from my hand. He stretched out both hands and caressed Wijihoyeon’s cheek. Washing her blood-stained cheeks,

“thank you.”

Seongmin Lee said so.

“For me, like this…” … “For doing it.”

Wijihoyeon’s eyes trembled.

“For caring for me to the point where you were broken.”

“… … I am… … “I failed.”

“It’s okay to fail. I promised. Even if you fail, I am there for you. “Nothing is wrong.”

Wijihoyeon’s shoulders trembled at those words. She eventually closed both her eyes. Her tears formed at the corners of her eyes and ran down her cheeks.

“… … huh.”

Wijihoyeon accepted failure. He had this fate and ended up like this.

I was burdened with a sense of responsibility after taking on a mission I never wanted, and I accepted that I had failed after repeated actions.

“… … thank you… … .”

While listening to the words muttered in a low voice, Seongmin Lee hugged Wijihoyeon.

The woman I held in my arms was not an iron man.

He was just a human being, nothing special.

fantasy,